WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?? **Not about my Anxiety** | BRIAN BARCZYK

3-Sen, 2020
87 542 Ko‘rishlar soni

Am I crazy?! I share all of my ideas for expanding The Reptarium reptile zoo this coming year!
SUBSCRIBE TO BRIAN BARCZYK ▶ bit.ly/Sub2BrianBarczyk
Watch More LATEST UPLOADS | BRIAN BARCZYK: uzworld.info/film/PLtIir1iV4XeBlutnMuG3ditahOpgDCAk1
BECOME A UZworld MEMBER AND GET YOUR CUSTOM BADGE: uzworld.info/tost/4zS1wbO81p59CxKL7CQAcAjoin
MASTER SOCIAL MEDIA - VIRAL DUNK E-COURSE: viraldunk.com/browse?c=BrianBarczyk
2018 VLOGS ▶ bit.ly/2018VLOGS
2017 VLOGS ▶ bit.ly/2017VLOGS
2016 VLOGS ▶ bit.ly/2016VLOGS
***********I LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU***********
FAN MAIL ▶ P.O. Box 182306 Shelby Township, MI 48318
BADCHOICENOAH ▶ bit.ly/BadChoiceNoah
↑↑↑↑↑↑FOLLOW NOAH↑↑↑↑↑↑
***********BUY MERCH***********
HATS & BEANIES: bit.ly/2wvAITG
Facebook ▶ facebook.com/BrianBarczyk/
Twitter ▶ twitter.com/SNAKEBYTESTV
Instagram ▶ instagram.com/snakebytestv/
Website ▶ thereptarium.com/
Book A Private Tour With Me, Noah, Eric, Jessica or Bruce ▶ thereptarium.com/products/private-tours
Special Events ▶ bit.ly/2Cz7MKW
Facebook ▶ facebook.com/thereptarium/
Instagram ▶ instagram.com/thereptarium
Instagram ▶ instagram.com/bhb.reptiles/
Twitter ▶ twitter.com/BHBReptiles
Facebook ▶ facebook.com/BHBReptiles/
Facebook ▶ facebook.com/ReptilePrime/
Instagram ▶ instagram.com/reptileprime/
Website ▶ www.reptileprime.com
About Brian Barczyk:
Hey, I'm Brian Barczyk from SnakeBytesTV, AnimalBytesTV and Discovery channel's series Venom Hunters. Follow the Barczyk family and I as we share our lives as reptile breeders. We post daily vlogs each day at 9:00 AM (EST)! We are reptile breeders of snakes, geckos, blue-tongued skinks as well as all other animals. I also travel around the world doing amazing animal adventures. As far as snakes I breed corn snakes, milk snakes, king snakes, rat snakes, Ball pythons, Sand boas, Woma Pythons, Spotted Pythons, Children's pythons, Carpet pythons and more! Besides breeding, I have two dogs, Burmese pythons, Reticulated pythons, Tortoises, Lizards and an American alligator. Thank you for watching and don’t forget to check out my vlogs to go around the world with me!!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?? **Not about my Anxiety** | BRIAN BARCZYK
Brian Barczyk

  • Good Morning! Sorry for the late comment this morning. Just a crazy morning, I forgot my computer at home and had to go halal the way back. I also dropped my Blog camera and broke the lens..lol Been one of those mornings.. So trying to sort out the best way to film today, probably just with a lens that is not as nice, but will still get the job done. Trying to not let things bother me with such a tough start to the day. I will stay positive and look for the good in the day! Hope you are all having a great day so far! Here's the podcast from last night if you want some laughs! Love you guys! Brian uzworld.info/player/video/q32Xh6x7e5nKmp4

    Brian BarczykBrian BarczykOy oldin
    • harper-😄

      Harper-Rose OliverHarper-Rose OliverOy oldin
    • I think it's going to be awesome!!

      Jason SuttonJason SuttonOy oldin
    • I don't know why u say whats wrong with you bud coz your brain is a absolute machine your vision is awesome wow you blew me away with that keep it up your brain is a masterclass what a vision bud

      wiibradwiibradOy oldin
    • Can't wait to come back when 3.0 is done!

      Roxanne FalknerRoxanne FalknerOy oldin
    • Brian, I do not think you are crazy when it comes to all of your ideas as far as the expansions. I love every idea you have, even if your wife is not aware of them. I know I’m not the only one that thinks that. Keep your imagination fueling your choices. We all love you and are very greatful for your imagination and your efforts to educate ppl on reptiles and more!! Hope you are doing better!! I noticed your eyes are not as dark when you are doing better. Your eyes tell us everything without you telling us verbally how you are doing. Plus you talk really fast when your mind races. Also from one person suffering from massive anxiety issues to another you are pretty transparent. (It’s a medium thing) That’s without telling us how you feel. I love and support you and your family and you our channel as I daily look forward to your vids bc they help me slip away mentally. Thank you so much for what you do!! Love Jen

      Jennifer CrissJennifer CrissOy oldin
  • I think you need to be a 1000 Acres and open a HUGE Zoo

    Allen FriedrichAllen Friedrich29 kun oldin
  • Amazing idea Brian! keep it up.

    AbnormalAbnormalOy oldin
  • what i love about you is your honest and yourself your truthful and not heartless you care about your animals and you care about your job and channel i love u brian, brian your great hope everyone is having a great day keep adding to youre life project and hell with your anxiety your you we love you sincerly, kashton young signing off lol

    lucid-certilucid-certiOy oldin
  • Lol lori

    Sharath RukmangadaSharath RukmangadaOy oldin
  • If this gets 100 likes Brian needs to cut his hair

    jodie Bucktonjodie BucktonOy oldin
  • If you just put mirrors on the ceiling the basement will look massive without digging out the floors.

  • brian you look like you've lost some weight lately. hopefully you're staying healthy first and foremost. if its intentional that's great, just worried for you

    JadeLJadeLOy oldin
  • waaaaaaaaaaaah. im a millionaire and have my dream Jon waaaaaaaaaaaah

    Dem ApplesDem ApplesOy oldin

    Lee ClarkLee ClarkOy oldin
  • You are definitely unique and most definitely crazy and I hope you never change!!! You are amazing just as you are!!!

    Kristin GunnareKristin GunnareOy oldin
  • Brian you are perfect the way you are, and I am excited about it all.

    Robert KisnerRobert KisnerOy oldin
  • Let me start by saying I am an avid follower and big fan regardless of what haters say. You've done an amazing job with the reptarium man. It has inspired so many with their keeping practices and helped so many get over their fear of reptiles. I just think having swim tanks for alligators and large snakes and rays is very ambitious and could be very problematic. Salt nipped at you when you got in their enclosure. Also, you run a reptarium man, so while they are awesome ideas, a sloth exhibit, a jellyfish tank, and an aquatic touch tank are a little out in left field. I don't think you have anything to prove and you don't have to add big outlandish things to attract people. You built it and people are coming. Just my opinion.

    Tyson DallasTyson DallasOy oldin
  • Oh my gosh! Great idea! I know I would love that! Wish I lived closer! Someday I will make it!

    Mandy RooneyMandy RooneyOy oldin
    • P.s. your not crazy!!!

      Mandy RooneyMandy RooneyOy oldin
  • Brian, your vision will be awesome and I can’t wait to go on this adventure with you and Lori and see the the finished results you have talked about. I have 100% confidence in you and everything you do. Once you get everything accomplished and going, I’ll will definitely have to come and see the entire thing. Love you guys and may god bless you in everything you do!

    Heather StanleyHeather StanleyOy oldin
  • Brian I literally just went onto Google after watching this cool video to find out when you're born and guess what I'm the 11th of September, I just thought to myself we kidda have the same problem (solution) such as anxiety and over thinking and also just never being satisfied with what we've accomplished, I guess that's just the traits of being a virgo... Thanks for inspiring 🌍

    Chey KastChey KastOy oldin
  • Personally I think you have some great ideas and should follow your dreams, but just try not to do it too quickly as you could add too much stress to yourself and make your mental health worse x

    Christine ElmoreChristine ElmoreOy oldin
  • You are unique, you are highly intelligent but yeah...you could use a little bit of a slow down. I didn't think snake yoga nor snake massage were"good" idea, just ideas. Now you are doing away with the massage room. I don't see how the swimming with potentially dangerous animals will please your insurance people. I miss you! Well, the Brian you were for so long. I personally feel like we didn't get to enjoy the Reptarium before you were talking about adding onto it. You have torn apart some of the things you recently built with Stuart built not long ago. Some of the things we commented that you were forgetting, like the big drain you always loved and said you would put in Lucy's enclosure if you ever bought a zoo. I feel like you move way too fast, and that's fine because it's your life and your animals and business, but I would like to enjoy one thing before you add more. I feel like this is all causing your stress. You should get out with Lori more. Spend time at home. Reflect on what you have made. Let it resonate for awhile. You have a beautiful, amazing and very impressive mind and imagination, burning out because you burn your candles at both ends doesn't help you, your family, your team, your animals, nor your fans

    Amanda'stakeonitAmanda'stakeonitOy oldin
    • PS sometimes support means holding a mirror up so you can take a look at yourself ( what you are saying/doing) reflect on it. Lori isn't wrong. I don't understand why she caved about the Sloth, they hate to be in captivity!

      Amanda'stakeonitAmanda'stakeonitOy oldin
  • Verde and Elvis would love water enclosures.

    Amanda'stakeonitAmanda'stakeonitOy oldin
  • any news on Andrea? I haven't seen her in the vlogs for a quite a while now...

    Bheembie Jhaimez CabotajeBheembie Jhaimez CabotajeOy oldin
  • BHB is going to be gone🤯 but but ball pyrhons,antaresia,boas,kenyans,blue tongues?????

    BLAR_REPTILES NonabaumgardnerBLAR_REPTILES NonabaumgardnerOy oldin
  • Anything ocean I'm all in.

    Anna MayAnna MayOy oldin
  • Holy snozz wow the things of change ahead ....just wow

    Katie BugKatie BugOy oldin
  • You're wired for success. Keep up the good work! #teamsloth #dreamsbecomereality

    Jason AJason AOy oldin
  • I REALLY WANT TO SEE RJ IN A MUCH BIGGER ENCLOSURE, instead of his tiny pond. I know he gets to roam around downstairs sometimes, but I feel like he can't be completely happy without more environment enrichment. That's just my opinion as a breeder and a Veterinary student (almost done with school, YAYYYYYY FINALLY! I plan to specialize in specialty pets and reptiles 🥰💚🥰). We love you Brian, can't wait to see what you come up with for RJ.

    Amandalorian AnimalsAmandalorian AnimalsOy oldin
  • @ Brian barczyk u are so amazing u dont realise it and u hav an amazing wife, family and crew and ive been watching u for nearly 5 years now every day never miss a single 1 and u hav inspired so many and me 2, i finally got my very first pastel baby ball python 🐍 😂 well shez still my baby but shes about a year old now 🙄😂 and like u i have my demons i had additions and suffer from mental health issues since i was about 9 yrs of age but watching u has helped me so much and ur no cazyir dan every1 one dis planet 🌏 we all hav a crazy side but u turn urs into something incredible 💯🐍❤️💙💜💚💛🧡🖤🙋🏼‍♀️

    Avril HaroldAvril HaroldOy oldin
  • Brain b keep up the good work and the new expansion sounds awesome

    Scott HendricksonScott HendricksonOy oldin
  • I think there's nothing wrong with being ambitious, but at the same time don't let your ego take over you. Because otherwise it'll never be enough and you can't get peace really

    DifferentDifferentOy oldin
  • Brian I love all your content but this....hits....different. I can't really put into words how it feels to listen to someone talk so passionately about their dreams. You inspire me every single day with your blogs and I podcasts. I would pay infinity dollars for a VIP experience at the reptarium. I hope someday I get the opportunity to sit with you and just talk about life. I also have a passion for reptiles and I struggle with anxiety and depression. You mean the world to me and I really want you to know that.

    dyoung0847dyoung0847Oy oldin
  • It’s people wired like you that are responsible for many things we wouldn’t otherwise have today... Keep doing you. ❤️

    Heather StackHeather StackOy oldin
  • You inspire me so much and seeing someone that deals with depression and anxiety do all you've done give me hope. I've been without a job for awhile now cause we couldn't afford childcare now I'm scared, my anxiety trying to work is damn near crippling and I've had an idea in my mind to create different things and eventually my own little business creating a work from home option for me to stay with my babies, be creative and make money to support my babies with. My daughter is 2 we wake up and lay in bed watching your videos first thing in the morning. My boys are 5 and 7. You helped me get over my fear of snakes and now me and my babies want one.

    Danielle WiningerDanielle WiningerOy oldin
  • Do a Spiral staircase. They look awesome, they don’t take up as much space.

    Scott OwensScott OwensOy oldin
  • You're good. It's part of having a creative mind. Our minds are always buzzing, creatively.

    N8TIVEWW65N8TIVEWW65Oy oldin
  • You are nutty as a squirrel turd!! Listen to Lori for once. Also, get LOTS of liability insurance because you’re going to need it!!

    Debra McGeeDebra McGeeOy oldin
  • Omg 😲 u have ADHD 😜, there is nothing wrong with you, u r full of life! My son has ADHD N he sounds just like u ❤️, Loris face cracks me up, her reaction r like mine's listening to my adults son with severe ADHD

    monaflor3smonaflor3sOy oldin
  • I can't wait to see

    Shannon HuganShannon HuganOy oldin
  • Oops Lori needs to know before we do. She seems POed about the whole thing. Yes I do think all of it would be amazing. Colubridae room excites me most. Can't wait to see it finished. Aquatic stuff is also some of my favorite kind of stuff. Good luck telling everyone else.

    Jenny McCabeJenny McCabeOy oldin

    brenda rouppbrenda rouppOy oldin
  • Nothing is wrong with you. Youre a visionary. Youre an animal and people lover. Your wife is lovely. Your vlogs get me out of my head into yours and you are.blessed. Live the dream but being human flaws and all is perfectly how you are meant to be. Unique. Like a snowflake. Just like everybody else.

    Vally VVally VOy oldin
  • There is nothing wrong with you if it makes you happy do it I think it's an amazing idea and itll be an exciting experience for you and your family and your fans love all ur vlogs

    Alana MillarAlana MillarOy oldin
  • That VIP pod cast thing is an awesome idea tbh , it would be so much fun to do something like that ! Hope you can do it 😁

    Shawnee SmithShawnee SmithOy oldin
  • My brain works the exact same way, I throw all my energy and time into whatever hobby I'm into, and then once I've reached my goals, I think "well that was fun, whats next?!" and I move right into a new hobby. I need to learn to stop and enjoy what I have...my poor bank account lol. But omg you need to build all the things! I'm especially excited to see the aquatic additions to the basement!

    Courtney HartCourtney HartOy oldin
  • I'd love for the ticket option of sitting in on a podcast then a small group Q and A as we walk through the reptarium.

    Brandon NeumannBrandon NeumannOy oldin
  • I love the idea with the aqatic part 🐟😍

    Fabian BulkinFabian BulkinOy oldin
  • bri... you are AMAZING. Kevin You and Jason are pretty much up there in my hall of heroes with Steve. hoping to see u soon in manila

    Elisha RaSonElisha RaSonOy oldin
  • Jellyfish usually have short lifespans need cold water and cylindrical tanks sounds like something I would just steer away from bro!!

    John TompkinsJohn TompkinsOy oldin
  • *Brian, you are perfectly normal! I think it's so wonderful that you have dreams and goals and go after them! It's amazing! I think you should embrace it and be very proud of yourself!! You're doing wonderful!!* 💙💜💙💜

    MissJane777MissJane777Oy oldin
  • You have lost your mind just kidding. There is nothing wrong with you keep being you and don't give up on your dreams. Lots of hugs. 🐍👍😄

    Sandra BiggsSandra BiggsOy oldin
  • Good Morning Brian!, Great Ideas. I’m a little concerned that your sudden 180 turn in how you’re feeling is just a bit fastPlease don’t get me wrong, I know as much as anyone you can make it happen but how long will that satisfy your mind before something else crops up?. I think you, Lori and all are the best, always.Just a little bit worried for you, that’s all.Im sure it’ll be fantastic, hope Lori has the energy to keep up 😂✊🏻🇬🇧

    Bea ButcherBea ButcherOy oldin
  • go up.. its cheaper

    pookiepookieOy oldin
  • I would pay for a podcast live experience if I had the money! There's nothing wrong with you. We are made to keep going!

    PotterfanKat87PotterfanKat87Oy oldin
  • Dude I work in nursing and I can understand the “getting n In a rut” you do you and make your self happy. Forever be you!!! I am wired the same and I am on my way to nurse practitioner!! You and Lori make your selfs happy!!!

    Jessica TurnerJessica TurnerOy oldin
  • You're you I'm me you're crazy sometimes I'm crazy sometimes it just doesn't matter as long as you're you and I me and that you're happy that's all that matters and that is the you feel the way that you are and you feel like that's wrong for you then you don't have to be that way but if you really want to be that way.

    Andrew LingoAndrew LingoOy oldin
  • Please consider making the basement handicap accessible. I’d hate to visit and not be able to go into the basement

    Crystal Smith-JohnsonCrystal Smith-JohnsonOy oldin
  • Swiming with croc

    Ghinannafsi AqilaGhinannafsi AqilaOy oldin
  • Brian, have you ever been tested for ADHD? Many adults don't think of that when they feel like you have described, ADHD could also be contributing to your anxiety. Could just be that your brain is wired differently than neurotypical people.

    BarronessMBarronessMOy oldin
  • This looks amazing! My only concern is that the window sills into the podcast room are too high. Just wondering if you'll have sat down on a seat in the control room and seen how it feels???

    Lorene HughesLorene HughesOy oldin
  • THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU!!! You’ve have inspired me to be who I truly am as well. If “they” label of us dreamers crazy, “they” will be a tiny crew

    princessevileye _princessevileye _Oy oldin
  • Your expansion looks amazing

    Sarah CrotonSarah CrotonOy oldin
  • Bhb will change as we know it

    Tristan FerlisiTristan FerlisiOy oldin
  • I'm all for the changes. But I would space them out a bit lol u give me anxiety with all the price tags I see in my head haha but I love your dreams

    Mallory LouviereMallory LouviereOy oldin
  • I think theres alot more people like you than u realize Brian. I have anxiety and am often all over the place. My mind literally races 24/7. I think its awesome u are living ur dream and u have inspired me also. I was an addict for 20 years and now have been clean for 14 months and am continuing to grow my collection. We have 5 balls now and I plan to buy at least 1 a month for the next couple years. Then soon open a mini reptile shop in the town where I live. Thanks for the inspiration Brian and always be kind.

    David HamptonDavid HamptonOy oldin
  • You are gonna need to think of new ways to rip off your child viewers to pay for it all.

    j phartmanj phartmanOy oldin
  • As we say in the drone world, send it!! Love your ideas!

    KimFused FPVKimFused FPVOy oldin
  • Better dig 6ft deep lol

    Davin VeenkerDavin VeenkerOy oldin
  • So excited for you! Can’t wait to drive from Kentucky to meet you and see your animals!

    Douglas NDouglas NOy oldin
  • Your wife sounds like my husband.. I'm definitely like you and he thinks I'm nuts😂🤣

    Amber BaublitzAmber BaublitzOy oldin
  • I've been wondering for awhile how do you cut eggs and not nick the snake

    Patsy IshmaelPatsy IshmaelOy oldin
  • Congrats on the big dreams bro. Dreams are a gift from the Creator that give us hop for the future. Bro. Clint

    Clinton 1978Clinton 1978Oy oldin
  • Lory's reactions always kill me 🤣😂 and yeah Bryan pimp that shit up can't wait to see it 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

    Soundwave718Soundwave718Oy oldin
  • Check out predatory fins they have some monster fresh water fish that are very impressive and easier to care for the salt water fish. If you want to get into more aquatic animals

    Ryan GurleyRyan GurleyOy oldin
  • Hi Brian, in my experience ( i have anxiety and depression) you almost subconsciously set yourself targets which is why your head runs at 100mph, a creative brain is like having 156 tabs open on a pc all at once, i know because that is me also, it is not a bad thing if you complete all your tasks properly and not too fast, when you have finished the project don't forget to congratulate yourself and having a good rest before the next project. #coping mechanism.

    Lisa-marie McLeodLisa-marie McLeodOy oldin
  • Your plans are amazing. It is great to dream and if you have the money and the opportunity why not follow your dream. The relationship you and Lori have is so amazing and inspirational.

    Courtney ScrogginsCourtney ScrogginsOy oldin
  • Do all the colubrids fit in that small area in that basement? Where do all the Ballpythons go, if you are also going to change that basement?

    Rowan the DobermannRowan the DobermannOy oldin
  • I think eventually you should be content, but if it’s going to make you unhappy , then if you have the $$$$ , go for it , and I hope Lori can hang in there!

    Sandys Grand Girls!! Sandys sweety’sSandys Grand Girls!! Sandys sweety’sOy oldin
  • This sounds soooooooo awesome

    XXkiromantisXXXXkiromantisXXOy oldin
  • Keep following your dreams!!!!!

    Larry Kelbaugh Jr.Larry Kelbaugh Jr.Oy oldin
  • Brian, I'm wired the same way!!! Don't worry about it, because your not alone in thinking like that! Honestly, I think I have it worse than you do!!! I have "plans" of things that I want to do, but no real 'dream'! Except for getting married, & having 2 kids(one day)!!! My biggest worry...how do I morn for a dead world that isn't dead, yet!!! Yeah, I can wrap my head around that, but not my heart!!! & my heart hurts... sometimes, because I try not to think about it! But, it's still there, in my head!!! You have it easy, bro! Love what you are doing, it...helps, a bit!!! Can't hardly wait for your next video! Don't rush it on my account!

    Larry Kelbaugh Jr.Larry Kelbaugh Jr.Oy oldin
  • That would be wicked awesome to do a VIP podcast thing!! My kids and I love watching every one of your videos and we've caught a few podcasts as well.

    L CL COy oldin
  • See all the wine bottles! Lori has to have that to put up with all these crazy people! Lol

    Sandys Grand Girls!! Sandys sweety’sSandys Grand Girls!! Sandys sweety’sOy oldin
  • I’m very excited!! Brian everything you dream you follow through and you always make it a hit. I can’t wait to come visit Reptarium 3.o

    Erin HurleyErin HurleyOy oldin
  • Poor Lori!

    Sandys Grand Girls!! Sandys sweety’sSandys Grand Girls!! Sandys sweety’sOy oldin
  • Crazy, Insane. Sure a bit but not in the bad way. You keep making your dreams real and that makes me respect you like crazy. Dont know about the ViP podcast thing. But everything you said about the animals sounds awesome. just makes me wish you did it all here in Denmark so i had a chance to visit

    Hammerclaw1985Hammerclaw1985Oy oldin
  • I loved this video! One thing I wish I could see though is you feeding Bella another banana! We haven't seen the sweet little girl lately! Keep up the amazing work!

    Kris RuffKris RuffOy oldin
  • You are a mad genius B! But make sure you don’t overextend yourself!!! I would love to work with you on some of your projects just to learn and soak up some of your enthusiasm!!

    The BizzMoneyBThe BizzMoneyBOy oldin
  • So what will happen to bhb?

    51Percent Productions51Percent ProductionsOy oldin
  • Hey brian if you have any old racks or tubs you wanna sell let me know. We can work something out... Im asking because you never know unless you ask right. Its probably a long shot but taking it

    Michael RossMichael RossOy oldin
  • If it's not too much of a financial obligation, I think the new additions will be INCREDIBLE! I'm sure everyone will enjoy it. Whether people want the podcast experience or not it will be cool to have that room added to the basement!

    BassManBobBassCoversBassManBobBassCoversOy oldin
  • I say RJ needs a big place out front somewhere way bigger stop so he can swim around and people can check him out...

    Brenda Shadley ShadleyBrenda Shadley ShadleyOy oldin
  • 🦎🙂🐸You are just like me Brian hope you are having a good day🐸🙂🦎

    James JordanJames JordanOy oldin
  • Brian, I love your videos and I am so proud of you for sharing your journey and your vision. I think it is a great quality to be striving for the next best thing. However, I would prompt you to reflect on the reasons why you want all of these things. From an outside perspective, it seems like adding some of the more aquatic stuff and having a whole area dedicated to it is a little too touristy/ commercialized. People love the reptarium because it is such a unique and specialized place having to do with reptiles. You have such a history with reptiles and we can all see your heart in that work. But when you y’all about expanding into other categories of animals, to me, it seems a little bit like it’s just for the money. I may be completely wrong, but it’s just something to think about. If you do have a passion for these other animal areas, I would love to hear you tell us why in one of the vlogs. I support you with whatever you do, as long as your heart is in the right place. Dream on Brian!

    37chrystals37chrystalsOy oldin
  • Well I had a similar feeling for many years. Why am I so different? Why do people treat me differently? For years I had these thoughts and feelings. I would experience things that would be unexplainable to me. Why do I have to speak to everyone about animals? Why do animals calm me? Why do I struggle with not only my own emotions but recognising others? I have been told that I couldn't follow my dreams cause I was not smart enough. So I had to go through other routes and eventually after a lot of pain and emotional turmoil I managed to finish my Bachelor of Zoology. Well I finially found out all the whys. The reason is that I have Autistic Spectrum Disorder and in woman this can be hard to diagnose and unless you show severe signs, it can be missed. I am sort of classed inbetween the mild to moderate side of the disorder. You see also I went through a lot as a kid. I lost 3 people in 1998 when I was 11 including my grandfather in Jan, my father in June and a friend in Sept. My dad went into hospital on my birthday, never to return home as cancer took over his body and his heart gave out. 2 years later in 2000 just after my birthday and 4 days before my dad's 2nd anniversary of his passing, my grandma dies in my arms. And guess when her funeral was? On my dad's 2nd anniversary. I had also had something else happen months later that led me to develop PTSD and fear of men. It wasn't until my unofficially adopted dad and my faith that made me less fearful of men and less triggers for my PTSD. So what do I have going now? I have a service dog/assistance dog to help me. I also am bookkeeping and have a zoology degree. I also may start my business into the most favourite art I can do that helps with my anxiety (to almost non existant)and chronic pain. Keep following your dreams

    Sapphira's mamaSapphira's mamaOy oldin
  • Oooooooooh noooooo For what???????😤😢 uzworld.info/player/video/naaVosqJn6WUaYA

    Ehsan VackerEhsan VackerOy oldin
  • looks like im waiting 3.0 is all done before i come for sure lol

    Vicki JampetroVicki JampetroOy oldin
  • There is nothing wrong with you. Some artists use paint, some stone... it doesn't matter what medium you use, you're still an artist. To see what the buildings want to be is not something that everyone can do. Be proud of your art. It not only gives many animals a place to live safely, but also teaches everyone else.

    Missy HaneyMissy HaneyOy oldin
  • Oh my gosh, I wish I had a fraction of your drive and vision. You are amazing!!! Lori is my shero!!!

    nix pixnix pixOy oldin
  • Is it bi-polar or anxiety? Either way continue to learn about yourself and be safe

    owen harrisowen harrisOy oldin
  • I love you, Lori!!! You take no crap from Brian... You want WHAT???? I don't think so!!! But I love how you guys work together to make your dreams come true! Can't wait for 3.0!!!!

    klcpcaklcpcaOy oldin
  • I love your wife, you are perfekt together

    Uggele BuscheleUggele BuscheleOy oldin
  • Swimming with salt and pepper may not be the best idea. I’m watching on for a long time and I just don’t think you could trust them, I would much rather swim with the anacondas. I just don’t want you to get sued by someone getting bit. Also waiting for this Covid to be over to come and see you much love from northern MI.

    Israel SIsrael SOy oldin